Frozen Forever

Words are mumbled across the table.
Blank eyes gaze back,
picking her apart. But getting nowhere.

A ticking time bomb, ready to explode.
It won't take long for hell to unload.

All she wants to do is hide. She wills the pain to stop.
Her mind takes her where her body cannot.

The hand encloses around her heart.
She cannot see. She cannot think. She cannot breathe.

Lying in this dark abyss, will anyone save her from what's beneath?

Do you see me how I see you?
Your blue eyes explore me but do they really see beyond the exterior?
Mine do.
The secrets unfolding dig under my skin like knives. Like needles.
My heart is the voodoo doll. You can't wait to test me out.
To see how much you can use me to your advantage.
You can't wait to untangle and devour me.
Then leave me in the gutter, violated and alone.
I wonder if i'm the only girl you do this to.
Your words caress me, they fill me with hope.
But your eyes say more. They give away your true intentions.
Now I see your true agenda.
I see through your lies, your deception.

No doubt either one of two outcomes will prevail:
I will feel foolish for believing your twisted lies
or
I will feel foolish for accusing you and misjudging