Frozen Forever

At twilight I saw you
sitting at the edge of my bed,
your crystal blue eyes twinkling in the moonlight.

I sat up as you called my name,
And spoke to me,
your voice like the most beautiful lullaby,
like music to my ears.

Crawling towards you,
captivated by your existance,
enchanted by your ways,
I leant in to kiss your soft lips,
the lips I have yearned to kiss for so long in your absence.

But as I reached for you,
you faded, along with your melodic voice,
as the curve of the sun
rose slowly over the horizon.

And now I sit here in torment,
as if a thousand needles were stabbing me in the heart,
And in emptiness,
as no day is worth living
without you.

I had a change of heart.
I admit that I love you.
I had a change of heart.
I've changed all my views.

I had to give up what I had.
It took me 'til now to realise
that I had a change of heart.

I used to smile
when I heard your name.
Then we grew apart,
that was such a shame.

Anyhow, we're here
together again,
and I can count on you
as more then a friend.

I had a change of heart,
my heart told me to run to you.
You're never off my mind.
And I hope that you feel the same as I do.

I had to shout aloud my feelings
I'll never forget that great first meeting.
And I'll tell you now -
I had a change of heart!

It took me a while to figure out
the reason why I've acted this way for so long.
I know it's not your fault
but couldn't you at least care?

I've tried to quit but the guilt keeps flooding back.
I've tried to repent but there's still a reason there in my head.

The reason's shattered
but I'm trying to piece it back together.

Seems like a long time
since I was just like them.
Seems like forever since I truly had fun.
Seems like forever since I had the courage
to stand up tall and present to a large crowd.

And you'll never guess what.

That's exactly what I'm gonna do!
I'm gonna shout ten thousand praises to the heavens.
And that's for sure.
I'll repair that shattered glass.