Vanish.

I remember holding you tight, to
Keep the nightmares at bay. I'd keep
Telling you that everything was alright. Strange how I can't tell
Myself that. Because
Anything that I do or say you seem to disapprove of.
But with every single syllable you utter,
You force the knife deeper.

I stand in isolation.
Can't you see what happens when you leave me to
Stand alone?
To live without your love is impossible. Because I fear one day I'll
Lose
You. Forever.

With every glare and every whisper,
you twist the knife further.
I wince at the pain,
hurt is all you seem do.

Without me,
You don't seem to change. Without you
I don't know where I stand. I
Vanish.

Tuesday, 13 March 2012 at 11:54