I have all these thoughts whirling around in my head but I don't even know where the hell to start.
Why the hell did i trust you?
Why should I even bother at all?
What the heck did I do to deserve this?
So you befriend me one minute and reject me the next?
While I put everything into protecting you, you were just plotting this betrayal behind my back? What happened to the time when we agreed? What happened to those innocent times when we could talk about anything? What happened to the time when we would trust each other with the darkest secrets we would never utter to another soul?
What happened?
And now, here I stand alone in this empty room, with nothing left.
Sometimes I wonder to myself, do you ever think of me?
Ever?
Maybe I was better off alone from the beginning. At least that way I wouldn't have wasted so much time, so much energy, on something that wouldn't last.
On something as good as dead.
Why the hell did i trust you?
Why should I even bother at all?
What the heck did I do to deserve this?
So you befriend me one minute and reject me the next?
While I put everything into protecting you, you were just plotting this betrayal behind my back? What happened to the time when we agreed? What happened to those innocent times when we could talk about anything? What happened to the time when we would trust each other with the darkest secrets we would never utter to another soul?
What happened?
And now, here I stand alone in this empty room, with nothing left.
Sometimes I wonder to myself, do you ever think of me?
Ever?
Maybe I was better off alone from the beginning. At least that way I wouldn't have wasted so much time, so much energy, on something that wouldn't last.
On something as good as dead.
