Frozen Forever

Right now it is 0200 and I am freaking shattered but am unable to sleep at all. It's so frustrating. Over the past two days it's been exactly like this. Feeling dead and exhausted but, at the same time, alive and full of energy. Well, more than anything it is confusing. I just want to sleep. OK; I need to sleep! Like, now! I keep trying to hypnotise myself to sleep by clicking my fingers after saying 'when a click my fingers you will fall asleep' all mysterious-like but, alas, it hasn't worked. Huh. I must admit, my dreams feel real too; as if it's possible to touch it, feel the emotion. I dreamt I was being bullied and it felt so real. Everything. Last night just before I fell asleep I could swear that I even heard a scream - it sounded more like it was from a male though. Let's all pray that this will stop and I can get some S-word!! (Sleep, that is - if you didn't guess...). Nothing to worry about.