OK, well, i know it's late but i just have to type something today.
My head hurts so much. But I'm gonna try to type regardless.
Answer this: why is it that the guy that you love so much will never even glance sideways at you but the guy that really loves you from the bottom of his heart, you wouldnt even touch?
Why? I hate the way that things (i.e. relationships, love... etc...) never work for me. It's like i've failed at every single love.
But, what does love actually mean? If you slapped a definition on it, it wouldn't be sponteanous or fulfilling anymore. But it wouldn't have it's imperfections either.
Mind you, with some of the guys that I have liked well... thats what it's been. Just liking. Never loving. It's always infatuation with me. never anything else.
will there ever be a guy that will love me and I love him? Will their ever be a guy that loves me for who I am and not just what I am?
My head hurts so much. But I'm gonna try to type regardless.
Answer this: why is it that the guy that you love so much will never even glance sideways at you but the guy that really loves you from the bottom of his heart, you wouldnt even touch?
Why? I hate the way that things (i.e. relationships, love... etc...) never work for me. It's like i've failed at every single love.
But, what does love actually mean? If you slapped a definition on it, it wouldn't be sponteanous or fulfilling anymore. But it wouldn't have it's imperfections either.
Mind you, with some of the guys that I have liked well... thats what it's been. Just liking. Never loving. It's always infatuation with me. never anything else.
will there ever be a guy that will love me and I love him? Will their ever be a guy that loves me for who I am and not just what I am?
