Frozen Forever

It is so hard to resist the temptation sometimes. It can tear you apart until you bleed. Internally. You cry out in an unbearable pain and it hurts. Above your left eye brow there is a seering pain that reminds you of all the things you should do but haven't got round to it.it hurts knowing that. Knowing that maybe for the rest of your life you will have to deal with people who think they can play with your feelings all the time. Yes I'm refering to you J. Why won't you talk tó me? After I helped you all those times.